addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

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finally an update

haven't really updated for a while..hehe, sorry :P not that people actually come here to read that much... do they?

ahh i'm so sad i didn't get to go for informal fwah-well :"( (just came up with that) a thousand apologies to everyone... ahh i really wanted to go! -pouts. but yeah i guess it's my fault. shalala, i'm a lazy bum. slacker. not very disciplined. shucks, missed out on so much. thanks wenster! for answering and updating me. and thanks nard! for letting me listen in on the finale. thanks to everyone who said hi! though i might not have recognized quite a few of ur voices..teeheehee.

well done FiEL!
thanks to everyone for making IF so wonderful!
(even though i wasn't there! -sobs again-)

shucks, i miss fwah :"( sobsob. arghh. was looking at cherywong's pics she sent.. omg looks so fun! and lamein, ge, viff and grace! OMG the F4 pics were SO FUNNY! -falls of chair laughing- janice, runts and cherylwong! omg S.H.E! HAHAHA. gahhh i wish i was there! i wish i was there! :( boohoo. i wasn't there... -eats my toes up- ahh i would've eaten a whole box of alfalfa just to be allowed to go :( or like..even done another day of gardening.. yeah that's how much i wanted to be there!!! the tealights looked great.. oh man, everything.. sounded so perfect. i was looking forward to IF so so SO MUCH! -puches self- this is so demoralizing and saddening and just really not very pleasant, so i shall move on.

great, i think i forgot what i wanted to blog about. OH alma mater! i wanted to write a whole entry on it, but i think..i'm feeling lazy :P i just want to say...junli and jerm were so scary. -runs away- and yeah, the whole thing was chiobu overload. heeheehee. fantastic job fianza and fiel! ooh visit arjy farjy's blog for our new version of "accidentaly in love".. revamped, and reloaded! "accidentaly stuck tape". hoho that was nice peeling man. the swensens after was quite rewarding cos it made me high. and i just want to tell everyone, that you should always lock the door before showering. try blutack if the lock doesn't work (like ours). and don't let ge in! HAHAH. okay shh, kinda private. sorry for laughing so much, i think it was the chocolate. sugar overdose. heh. right now, it's endorphins making me happy. i sound so high. cos she's so highhhhh-aiii-ee-aiii.

training just now was quite killer. stupid coin-tossing crap. pam!!! throw that coin away man... hehe. i just realised that pam meets people EVERYWHERE she goes. wahh, like some big idol. ahha. really okay! hmm she met let's see, okay larh, just mention rg people. amirah (spelling?) and lydia. both x-prefects :) haii, the rest arh? too many to name. and i met mrong at the track! he thought i was daoing him cos i turned away, but it was only cos i wasn't wearing my glasses larh! -.-" i THINK he went there to play tennis. hoho, no idea.
i am extremely unfit fullstop

new motto:
eat less, burn more.

haii, too tired to finish up the dedications now, will do it in next entry (i hope. ahah)

//tagboard replies

nerissa; haha thanks, but it's only cos you're sucha sweet person :) thanks for your dedication too!
kim; lol, that's what they always say... haha restrained?? -coughs- i know you like him a lot larh, but..try to control alright? ;) HAHAH
zix; rubbish! what is fat pat? that's ME. hehh, don't steal my identity. lol.
blooop; thanks... :)
bert; heyy, i don't get you? heh, your tags are really random you know? erm, i don't know why sly? what's "why sly?" about anw? and erm, what did i win? i don't recall winning anything. haha.
sarah; heyy, haha ur welcome. looking foward to that ;) take care..
liyana_; hello! haha i'm not too sure myself :P thanks for visiting!
anonymous!!!; hello nerissa! LOL. you are very repetitive. :P
kim; hey i just updated! hope ur happy, and YOU yourself should update my friend. hahah, yeah it's ner. hahah so like her.
: hey thanks (: don't bother larh, these people have nothing better to do, and i guess if that person likes my tag button so much, we should allow him/ her some enjoyment right? hahah i'm being weird here.

oh yay! finally finished. i shall go sleep cos i'm uber tired and there's trng tmr.

i love fwah!
and i'm going to miss you guys. ahhh -cries-

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you